Silly boy is still in Cambodia. I have no idea why is he staying there for an additional 10 days and neither does he. These 10 days feels empty after seeing him everyday for the past 2-3 months. At least we can whatsapp and he calls about twice a day (: Thank God for technology advancements.
I feel so sappy now heehee, missing him so much. To think I was so proud that my boyfriend isn’t an army boy, like all my friends’, and that I didn’t have to go through the ‘in-camp’ period. I know I can’t go through without having to see or even the knowledge of not having to see him for an entire week. Sighs ): I feel like I’m dating an army boy with his “army boy” haircut.
I thought I would be okay, after spending 15 days in Cambodia 24/7 with him, I probably would get sick of him. Heh, but it kinda made it miss him even more ):
8 more days, quickly come back and we’ll eat dim sum together (:







12 years of education. & I’m tired of panicking for examinations. Putting myself in the whole tense cycle again makes me unhappy. It just makes me feel stupid, lazy and like I’ve never done enough. So, why demoralize myself?
I’m afraid, I’m ashamed of myself sometimes.
Because I’ve no fighting spirit, I like to take the easy way out.
I favor working smart > working hard,
I favor relationships > studies.
Simply, I just wanna enjoy life.
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Why can’t I work harder?
Why can’t I put studies above the rest?
It’s inertia.
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‘Work hard, then play hard’
How?
i feel the same way ):